

Someone recently said, sort of casually, "Everyone wrestles with the insecurity demon."
Funny thing was, this guy seems like someone who NEVER wrestles with it.
But I do.
The insecurity monster is a little like
Smedley, my food-anxiety goblin, only maybe nastier. Much meaner. Equally relentless, though.
Anyway, this guy has really been rearing his ugly head recently. (Well, they both have.) He has a lot to say about my decision to leave a well-paying job to go to art school (which is an excellent place to learn how much you don't know). He's got opinions about my age, my skills, my character, my habits, my potential -- you name it.
So I thought I'd draw him, and then I'd tell him to shut the **** up. Yes, that was a swear word in there. That's how strongly I feel about his need to go.
Regarding the very loose likeness of myself in the second picture, by the way -- I think I've been inspired by recent study of the Fauve painters, who liked lots of garish, emotional color. I'm a bit garish and emotional myself.